Celebrity deaths do not bring out any strong feelings of sadness from me, let alone tears. But Robin Williams was one of those celebrities which whom I practically grew up watching in all his movies; Hook, Jumanji, Flubber, Mrs. Doubtfire, Aladdin! He’s one of those people who we always thought would be around forever, and now that he’s gone, the world suddenly feels very empty.
R.I.P Robin Williams. You will continue to live on in the hearts that you have touched over the decades forever.
Whenever I come home, I wanted to feel comforted and comfortable. Home is supposed to be a place where I can de-stress, unwind, and feel safe. For the past year now, this has not been the case.
It’s a long story as to why I feel this way but the short version of my story is that I live with a leech with entitlement issues, and a mother who cannot stand for herself nor control the leech. Tonight I was told that I will be burdened with something that will only last a few hours tomorrow morning, but it’s only a sign that this problem will continue. What’s the problem? Money.
I’ve begun taking on responsibilities in my life that I should not be taking up at all because I’m still so young, but because of my mother’s immigrant status, and the lack of experience in the leech, I’m the one who is now left to do it all. I want to cry every night, but I can’t.
I don’t know where this is going anymore. Venting, talking to people, writing things out. Nothing is going to make this problem any better; there is nothing more that I want than to just fall asleep and never wake up in this world again.